Stealing time for me to rest here~~

sort of 'compensation' as i spend alot to buy their products~~diary 2010..but i love it^^

this is d mask pack~~they are nice 2 use~~

specially love this 'salmon brightening eye serum'.can't believe salmon is used as ingredient

Finally got my time o do some ramblings here..and today eventually i cleared up my taxation test which i actually spent a plenty of time cracking my head to prepare for it..damn tiring and torturing..i hate so much when d more i studied, d more confusion i gain from that..a lot of rulings, sections, exemptions, court orders..bla bla bla..okokok, why do we have to know so much on this..oh ya..to pass for d paper? to become a superb tax agent in future? no no no..is to prevent ourselves being cheated in future..or is to find more ways to cheat in future? get so excited when i got my answers right when doing d computation for various type of income..this become some tiny satisfaction for me so that i still think that d effort i put in at least is proven in some ways...

Recently, i am spending a lot on my skin care products..i do rely on skin food very much ever since i first started tried on its basic skin care products such as toner, essence, emulsion and etc..they give rather good effect i think..and the very initial reason for me to try on it is actually skin's food products are made up from vary natural ingredients such as fruits and veges, even the cleanser's ingredient is actually cuppuchino..amazing rite?it does not cause danger to our skin since our skin is actually d most sensitive part of our body..not like d previous product i used to buy..it contains a lot of chemical ingredients inside..although my skin is not directly affected from using it but i was afraid that it might happen on a later day..

I actually has very little knowledge about mask sheet for what i tin of..since different ppl sound their opinion in totally different way..i guess i should really do some serious+careful research on it..some of them said that d mask sheet actually contains alcohol which is bad to our skin although it gives us cooling effect..is that so?while some others told that doin mask is a very important step for gals to keep their skin nice as mask sheet provide easier absorption of vitamins needed for our skin..dono a~~

Putting great effort to fulfill my life recently..although at times things get harder and tougher..but this is life seems to be..d more u strive for it..the more u could gain from that..i deeply agree on that though~~At times..i try to be myself, the real me.however, for some of d times, thing does not work like tat..not everyone of us deserved to own 100% freedom where you can tell what you want, see only d pleasure part of thing, respond only when you feel good, gets angry whenever things around get wrong..but believe me..things do not go tis way..most of d times..we got to accommodate and endure every little unpleasure thing of life..that's how we get ourselves to learn..not everyone will think for u..not everyone will care for u..and such is life..Gosh...

I love ppl who loves me..i care ppl who cares me..things become better when both parties stand for each other without second thought~~wonderful rite??however even though u r standing alone..don't cry but think y u should cry for it? u r still d best even it's just u alone..friends are wonderful when u scare to b alone..try to find one but even if u fail to..stand by urself is nt something too bad..things get really bad only when you yourself don't standby urself...

I wish everyone could have better day everyday when u guys wake up in d morning~~

~Get Back On Track~

Few days i actually didn't turn up here for blogging..and the moment when i bring myself back here..i guess i would say--I'm recovering..and i'm currently on my way heading to a better situation..a better tomorrow..it's hard to let go something hurt and bad..but what for if you keep holding it?...if you force yourself to be happy..and you know the fact is 'YOU ARE NOT'!!!..never try to tell myself to be happy again..because from things happened to me..i got myself to learn..it is stupid to force ourselves keep smiling but at behind we are actually carrying a real heavy + hectic heart inside us..the beating of pulse don't even indicate we are still alive at that moment though~~

Getting better to face things around now..if I were to say i finally get myself to adapt..am i right?ya..perhaps..and i really hope things will keep on improving as it will enlighten my hope for life at least..i think i know myself pretty well and i know i'm not going to live by myself..reason why is because i m not that strong!!!i need friends and friends will really change my perspective towards a lot of things and perhaps..in some way..they are leading me to become a better me~~good friends can play a real important role in life and i actually agree about this very much..i don't stand by myself but i realize at certain stage of process in life..we got to experience a lot by just ourselves..we feel alone..we need each other..can we make things different?

Get myself involve in a a number of lessons lately..i wish to fulfill my life v meaningful things..i wish to stop myself from thinking noncense v al those unallocated free time..i wish i can learn in every process and hopefully this will make up a better me~~

Let's all of us cheer for life~~

Another depressed one~~

Was reading through friend's blog..get to know that she was very sad about d leaving of one of d friends among their group..not going to further studies anymore v them..seeing d blog i was like having same feelings and i'm like experiencing d same thoughts v her..we got to choose when d time we actually completed our diploma level in penang..whether u further up to d advanced level in kl, going to utar, or to any other institution..and that's how our sad story begin@@..of course everyone would have different thoughts on where they should further their studies..and it's like making a serious decision which means we actually having superb high percentage to regret on d later time if we just got to choose d wrong one..and perhaps every choices leads to an dead end..

Was crying a lot of times since i came here..even my bf going to force me to stop my studies here and send me bc to hometown..perhaps i will go insane if i were to keep on..worries and tension finally break me down..i would not surrender..i thought..but so what..i was crying on d phone conversation v mom..yearn for d very warm 'home sweet home'..i never been so fragile b4 and this could surprise her i thought..she wanted me to go bc as i would juz gain nothing if i were to live on such unhappy life..miss penang cuz we used to be so simple and innocent over everything..we could enjoy anything together not even v a little bit of discrimination..i miss my hometown badly as i feel free to b there..and there are some friends who accompanied me since my childhood..they could share my happiness and even sorrows..i juz so miss all of them~meelin~who is d one having longest friendship v me..cares me whenever i need..show her appreciation towards our friendship and i really wish to hug her right now!!!and not to forget a lot more~jye gin n mui hui..miss u both so much..all of u craved a lot of memories for me~~big big applause to u al!!!

Not going to complain anymore..that's how i comfort myself each time i fall..there is still beautiful part of life which i get it from here..yup..there is!!!i still have friends v me..we form our group in class although nt much of us but they had been accompany me to go through many things..thx to u al~~ i have my buddy~hoay shuang here too..giving me support all d time..appreciate it lotz~~and of course my friendly hs mate..enjoy staying v them..

Life is not as ugly as what i tin..rite?..but why i use to hate it..!!!i was getting tired and tired..weaker and weaker..tis place doesn't look right for..something must have gone wrong..perhaps d way how ppl behave here..they just can't get me right..or maybe the hectic lifestyle over here which drive me crazy..many many more reasons to actually convince me--this is not d place where i should belong..!!!

~My kampar~ipoh trip~

Hi there..such a hiatus since d very last day i updated my blog..was having real hectic life lately..oops i should nt say it in this way..it should be it is always very hectic in my life..arghh..visited kampar couple days ago..thx god i made my way to there and d very important thing was i met my very dear friends again!!!i missed them a lotz and i was so excited to see them again!!!

especially thx to hooi ting~my superb sweet friend..she is always by my side to support and help out since d very 1st day i met her..listen to me whenever i need a pair of ear..she has made herself a very best friend to me..thx lotz lotz..n nt foget to show my appreciation to jane~she is so kind and warm..bringing us a lot of happiness^^i enjoyed shopping and chatting v them whole day..all of these left me so tired at d night because i was too enjoyed and i don even realized i was running out of energy!!!asking myself..starting from when since i forgot to smile and laugh?..since i was coming to kl??ya..probably pressure n stress has actually grabbed my happiness away..but on d day i visited them..i laughed whole day and juz on that moment..i actually convinced myself~~life may be still beautiful indeed!!!thx both of u so so much~~

will miss all of these so much~~i'm sure i will pay my visit again~~n welcome for coming too..do tk care gals~~may all of us having great life then!!!

~I Learn to Appreciate Each Tiny Satisfaction in Life~

~There might be still LOVE exist inside us even things changed~

I were once feeling so upset about all those misfortune which tend to appear in my life..found no way out and i keep on asking myself~'why should i live my life in such a way?such a way that i really hate about..'when everything turned to be so meaningless..i blamed everything and anything~~i should have lived a happy and relaxing life..enjoying while studying..no stress no pain..do things which I really wish to do..go places where i really wish to go..spend time with all those i love about..that's how the definition of life is fulfilled..rite?~~

At d moment I keep on grumbling..I never know i actually ignored d sorrow which suffered by someone who stay by my side and stand for me whenever i need him..i do not realize that he never complain and he never show how it felt when he was so stressful when facing hardship..d situation became even torturing when i failed to appreciate things in life and keep on complaining..when i was speaking through hp v friends telling them how miserable was my life here..i never realize d dinner was well-cooked and served just right on my table..when d moment i was watching drama while eating..all those fish and chicken had become boneless and was placed on top of d rice..ya..sometimes i use to ignore a lot of things..and some of the things may be so meaningful by itself..i never get myself to appreciate it and that was my fault..

Learn to appreciate each tiny satisfaction in life would probably become some kinda knowledge in life..looks like just s basic concept in life but sadly most of d time..we failed..Maybe..things just don't get right when we ourselves refuse it to become a right one..does this make sense?it could be..i totally don't enjoy my lifestyle over here..and this could because of i refused to accept it from d very beginning..

Life seems to become even harder each day i proceed..I desire for a better life in future and that's why I pay for it..there's always hope in life..i guess so..and if there is..''can i have my every tomorrow to be as beautiful as the smile in my heart..?''

Somewhere for me to lean on...??

Finally I realized..there's moment when we feel so bad until we find no way out except letting tears dry out..and on that moment..I don't need any reason..and with whatever reason also..on that point of time..crying would probably be d best solution to letting go of my pain..we use to have so many reasons to prove ourselves we are living happily but normally we find no reason why we are unhappy...finally getting tired of everything..i really got to admit this huh??

Walking along the pathway..the so called 'interesting and challenging' lifestyle finally drive me crazy..watching ppl all around are busy to strive for their living goal..they are approaching their success with full effort but why am i standing so far away and i even couldn't find a place to accommodate me...yup..i should not surrender for every reason..i should work harder and even harder..braver and even braver..!!!i promised myself would never let my tears dropping down again..crying would eventually make me weaker and pessimistic. I know..but where should I find my strength from??

~Life meant for...?~

hArlo..finally coming back for blogging again..hm..normally i don't really have mood or intention to blog when i am happy with everything around unless there is special moment which i really wish to share..however when things go another way round..i can't find a better place for me to tell everything except blogging..reason why..firstly..everyone whom you trusted a lot would not be always available to lend you their ears..secondly..would you actually trust someone so easily..?even for the case of close friends..you might not know how to speak out sometimes..especially when everything happened to you seemed so unfair that you couldn't find excuse to console yourself anymore..life turns to be so meaningless at that of time!!!have you guys actually experienced this b4??..and ya..i did..

when the moment you try to do ur best..try so hard to survive from the world of gossip and scandal..let's find urself one second and think..do all of these worth you to sacrifice??life should not be so tiring and miserable..rite??sometimes i was thinking..'what do i actually lived for?'..for myself?for my loved one?or for somebody who need me?..and most of d time..we don even get d chance to choose..is life meant to compromise?endure v every sorrow in life without having second word?is life meant to a lie?how frequently do we actually tell the truth from our heart??even to those who are so close to us..and we found out that..most of the truth sound bad..we prefer to lie because it looks good in some way??this could make sense i thought..

Life does not goes in such way you want it to be..we have no power to control but to live on..'Don't aim too much to design ur life with what you think of..but change the bad part of life to a better one'..is that so??..when everything went upside down in ur life..there's no other way out except for that..rite??i guess what we can do is always stay optimistic..never surrender to failure in life..but to be braver and braver each time you fail and stand up for second chance~~

~Happy Birthday to My Beloved Father~

Happy Bday to my dear daddy..what can i say here..i feel really sry for not going back to celebrate v him and stay by his side for his remarkable moment..so sorry daddy~~

To talk about my dad..he is someone who himself never cares about'' when is his bday''..or even ''who will remember for him''..he never celebrates bday until the very first time when i insisted to had a bday party for him..yup..tis is my father..a man who is really cool and 'low-key'..i never know whether he really don't care..or he just trying to hide all these from us..but then i strongly believe he would be happy if we did something for him to show how mush we do love him~~

Daddy..u r d one i really admire at..u r d one i would always respect to..and u r d one whom i keep everything of him in my heart~~i do love u very much daddy..u take really good care of everything about me since i was born and maybe u not even notice this..i would never gonna forget how u care me and do everything to protect me..never punish me although i did break ur heart for so many times..not going to forget how nervous u r when i actually started a relationship v a guy whom u hv totally no idea with..thank you so much for everything dear daddy..^^

Once again..happy bday and may everything of you being blessed~~we love you daddy!!!

~a new beginning of semester~

I will be even brave..i promise~~

my 3 little brothers

v my mom

v bf at genting

cameron highland

Finally coming bc from hometown..goin to hv a new beginning of college life~~i'm goin to start my 2nd sem of adv diploma very very soon..was a little bit resistent..most probably is because i still DROWN in my previous life~~seriously i hv to admit that i miss penang's lifestyle a lot..and this actually cause myself hardly tolerate v kl's life..anyhow..it has been one semester over..i guess i should adapt v everything here even better..we should have learnt and grow from things happened around though..although memories in pg is still so fresh in my mind..keep playing just like a recorder at d same time keep reminds me about loads of thing~~

Went for 4-day-trip v family and my bf too..i am very grateful to spend more time v everyone in my family as i hardly find time to accompany them since i came here..although d places we visited were not really interesting for me..but still..it is enough for me when my dad smiled to us signified his happiness..i always know he wish to spend every single moment v us~~i love u..as for my mom..thx a lot for being so caring..i know u are tired running d business and most of the time u are the one handling those disturbance..so sry i always fail to help up..thx mom~~

Today is supposed to be our chinese 'moon cake festival'..and i sitting in front of my lap top..blogging and at d same moment..miss my family a lot~~may everyone of you be loved..For everyone of you out there..may all of u have a beautiful tomorrow and of course enjoy tonight~~thx for reading..nitez^^

~a note for 18/09/09~

Yippi!!!was a little bit getting too excited when those exam which tend to torture me for several sleepess night..finally i got myself to say goodbye to them..and pls..never come back!!!although not really did well i know..but is unwise if i were to worry a lot and SPOILT MY MOOD for celebration rite?...hehe..(i use to cover my mistake with a lot of excuses..sshhh)

I v all my classmates enjoyed the day at Sho Gun after end our exam for buffet dinner..I'm thankful that we could actually spend some time together before we are going to seperate ourselves to different group then..this is d sad part for us since we are getting closer v each other..i really appreciate the friendliness and sincere at d moment when i was so unappreciated v everything in kl~~a big thx to all of you..take care and may there are times for us to meet up again..

Also..we have a movie together-G-Force..a lovely movie which bring us a lot of laughters..i'm so happy that i actually grab a chance to watch this..to enable me to forget about those pressure and worries which the exam had brought to me these few days..i'm sure all of you may want to watch this..i bet u v this^^

And..not forget to say ''happy 1st-year anniversary'' sweetheart..although we don't get much time to have memorable celebration..but still i appreciate everything that u have actually given me..although we always quarrel for nothing..although i may be a lil barbaric..i hope for your understanding and be considerate towards my foolishness~~we hold promises to each other..d determinance of our heart towards love has walk us here..and i'm sure we have much more to proceed..no clue or shortcut to improve nor remain our love story but what we can do is only to love each other even more everyday..I love u^^

Have a goodnight sleep everyone...may our tomorrow will always a great day~~

~I loveee mask!!!~

~this peel-off pack is quite effective but it will cause some pain..it cost only 2.9 per packet..cant believe it is a lot more effective then d nose pack i bought fr 'd face shop'~

~d peel-off pack is black in clour and we hv to apply thoroughly to d face..will have a bit reluctant to accept own apperance after complete applying^^~

Hi~~finally coming back here to *crap* again..not blogging regularly because i'm still facing exam..and this coming last paper is going to drag me to hell!!!tend to hate 'accounting' and i coudn't find out why..because i'm totally not sensitive about figure?or i just simply hate those complex + 'meaningless' mathematical calculation?..no idea..anyhow..stil hoping that i manage to go through it..definitely don't want to sit for it again!!!

hm..i hv nth special to blog abot..so i guess i would just talk about my recent habit^^-- MASK~~since i'm preparing exam..i find a lot 'silly' thing to do..which is totally unrelated to my exam..sigh~~i tried out variety of mask these days..they become my favorite because i'm so in love v the cooling effect when d time i took them out from d fridge and straight away applied it to my face..they got different effect to the skin according to what is the ingredient inside..and i'm so surprised that they even have ' coffee mask,red wine,black pearl,bird nest,apple mask' in the varieties~~what a creative 'invention'~~also..they actually do not cost us much..this make me doubt about the quality and d effectiveness actually..but then so far so good and you'll find out there is a gap between d price of d mask exported from Taiwan and other brands of mask..Taiwan's tend to b cheaper~~

Guess i shall turn on my study mode again..although i'm so resistant to do so^^by d way..wishing u guys out there all the best~~enjoy ur day^^bye!

I do cherish *you*~~

~if nothing last forever..can you be my nothing~

Valentine~~

If there were no words

No way to speak

I would still hear you

If there were no tears

No way to feel inside

I'd still feel for you

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

All of my life

I have been waiting for

All you give to me

You've opened my eyes

And showed me how to love unselfishly

I've dreamed of this a thousand times before

But in my dreams I couldn't love you more

I will give you my heart

Until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

And even if the sun refused to shine

Even if romance ran out of rhyme

You would still have my heart until the end of time

You're all I need, my love, my Valentine

~exam life~

Smile when i fail~Smile whenever i try~Smile as i proceed

Started my 'exam life' today..finished up one subj..stil 3 more to go..i have to say that today's paper was not a good beginning though..although i really wished it would be..to at least increse my level of confidence towards other coming papers..so..i had ruined it finally..gosh~~

Know what..i used to find so many excuses during d time i prepared for exam..for eg:i will tidy up a lot of thing or cook a lot to waste my time..with d excuse of ''d processor of my brain is out of service temporarily''..can't memorize anymore..can't stand it anymore..sometimes i was thinking..if i were to live in a world without exam..what a relief..frankly..i love reading..i love learning..but is only under the situation that there is no exam..never!!!yup..is contradict actually..*punch my head*

anyway..hoping d best for my following papers..and so do my friends ya~~

Coming back from UNCONCIOUSNESS~~

Just came bc from hometown..and yups..here ends my 3 days visit on that~~do miss each of my family member..food which always grab my appetite and..so so on..but yet..i hv to come bc to my 'reality' right now..'sob'..

oh ya..b4 i forgot..there was one issue that i wish to share here-->for your information..i took bus to travel bc my hometown usually..and mostly..i rely on d bus service provided by 'transnational'..for me..they are quite speedy and they are always ON TIME..this is d first and foremost reason why i use to rely on their service..but what was happening when d very last time i took thier bus was..i was very very disappointed with the attitude of the bus driver!!!oh sry i said it wrongly..it should be a lot of us in the bus were totally not satisfied v him!!!what happen was he refused to drop us by the place which we had specified and the main point is-->the place which we mentioned wouldn't cause him any unconveniency and for your information..everyone of d bus driver used to drop us by over there since i relied on this bus service..i just can't understand..why he refused to do us a favour while he is not suffering any losses..we just need him to actually open d door for us..yup!!that't it..but he refused!!!so..d consequences was..he dropped us by far away from d destination which we asked for..and then..we hv to wait for busses or caps to switch our destination..this actually took me another 1-2 hour..i just can't imagine..what was running in his mind..GOD knows~~Anyway..forget it..i wish we will never meet if i were to continue rely on this co's bus service..hopefully he is aware of our disappointment and d best thing would be 'they will improve in quality and take customers' opinions for consideration'..

Going to face a 'bunch' of exam soon..hopefully i will stop slacking around and start to have my concious mind back..i should have aware of the seriousness of d consequences if i'm nt well-prepared..~~

Finally..wishing all of my friends who curretly work hard for their papers..all the best and gambate!!we can always go through it...^^

~Thoughts on Horoscope & some Ramblings~

Lately..i was hearing from ppl around talking about 'horoscope'..i had a blind faith in this kind of thing such long time ago..can u believe that..i was so superstitious over this miraculous stuff..curiosity was spread over my mind..i used to collect all the related information and i actually did some research on that..horoscope actually defines to--->a prediction of someone's future based on the relative positions of the planets..and it is also something got to do with our birthday which means the day we borned showed our horoscope categories..somehow..does horoscope really makes sense?if u were to believe in it..i would assume it makes sense..do u all notice that many couples believe in horoscope and they actually try to figure out their love destiny with the 'sign' given by horoscope..with this..they would be able to predict whether their partner will be the right one..hm..i don't think this would be an accurate test..as there is nothing obvious to prove us that but at times..we tend to influnce by the power of it..unbelievable though~~to believe or not is always up to us..why not take it as a fun lesson but don't make a fetish of it^^

Watched 'UP-3D' yesterday..it was rather a touching movie for me..the old man in d story inspired me a lot..i am wondering if i were the old man..how am i going to continue my life with just MYSELF..when you are so used to everthing in your life..what will happen if one day you are going to lose them..i'm pretty sure i would not be as stronger as the man in d story..to live alone by himself..and even tried to bring about his wife's dreams and hopes..can u imagine d courage inside that..NO..I CAN'T~~Our lives itself is a great adventure to be accomplished by us..we go through happiness and sorrows..in between..we learn and we grow..'You would never appreciate happiness if you never know about sorrows''..and such is life~~

If we were to take life as an adventure..then prepare for it and encounter every hardship in it..we are not going to run or hide..we are brave enough and full of courage..dreams do come true only if you were to believe in it..may all of us cherish every single moment of our lives~~take care~~

~a little bit of depression~

~d lovable water container~

~d two books which i bought~

I never get to understand why couples use to find so many reasons to fight on..and i will never understand..why the situation always leads to a more serious level..sometimes..even end up with 'cold war'..couples actually know..they love each others..they care about the relationship which they brough up together..and this is the matter..normally boys hate troubles..and if they were to feel that you are actually trying to bring his attention to something which they actually hate to think and react on..know what..they will immediately escape from it..and complaining that you are irritating + not considerate enough to be like a girl..and what usually a girl will react on this is always imaginable..'omg!!you don't love me anymore,do you?''this is our problem,what is that you are trying to escape from?''don't you care about me?''you noe i love u so much!!'..bla bla bla..in d process..they never realise they are actually making the boy more irritated and annoyed..i guess that's the mistake which i used to make also..without realising that myself is actually producing some troubles for him and for myself too~~

But i was thinking that if he can understand me better...probably this would not happen..i will definitely wouldn't end up keep quiet and act like such a way which he is so unhappy of..that's why..couples need a lot of communication..and of course..UNDERSTANDING..to make the relationship works and stay forever..i'm sure it is not an easy task..and it is not just about the matter of falling in love with each other..'To love and to be loved is always simple and easy,somahow to hold and stay forever is always a real big knowledge which both have to learn on''

Today i was hanging around at the BOOK FEST..trying to get myself some fiction and novels..finally bought 2 books which are currently sold on discounted price..feel like buying more but d time was so limited and i was getting tired too..hopefully i got the chance to visit again~~oh ya.. LOVE my cute small tumbler which i bought..*hekhek*

of course..wishing you guys out there will always have a nice day^^

~Green Tea Latte-->trend of coffee lifestyle~

Don really remember when did i started to fall in love v 'green tea latte'..i guess it was probably d 1st time i tried on it..for your information..the STARBUCKS's tea latte is built just like a regular latte with freshly steamed milk. They are flavored with matcha..which is powdered green tea..and a splash of melon-flavored syrup..i used to order this once in a while when i visit STARBUCKS..i guess i will never get bored of it as it is helpful to bring me some peace..not crapping seriously..i prefer a hot green tea latte..slight sweetness..sitting at d corner side of STARBUCKS..enjoying it while watching others..no worries no nothing in betwwen..i find my own peace..i steal some time from my tiring life just to relax..as if i'm tempororily isolated from those hectic lifestyle..probably it is one type of 'anaethesia' applied to my mind..*crap again*

Anyway..sharing d recipe v all of you if anyone is interested~

Green Tea Latte Recipe – One

1/4 to 1/2 teaspoon green tea powder (Matcha)
6 ounces warm milk
Honey or brown sugar to taste

Mix two ounces of warm milk with the green tea powder, mixing just enough to create a thick paste. Place the paste in the cup, adding the honey or brown sugar, along with remaining milk. Mix well and enjoy!

Green Tea Latte Recipe – Two

1/2 to 1 teaspoon green tea powder
2 ounces warm water
4 ounces warm milk
3 teaspoons sugar or honey
1/2 to 1 cup ice cubes

Mix the green tea powder with the 2 ounces of warm water, mixing well to dissolve. Transfer this mixture to a blender. Add remaining ingredients and blend until smooth.

~~and of course..have anice day yay!^^

but then..we were finishing them^^

there was 'a lot' of thing!!!~~

salad chicken which did nt really meet our expectation..

d oriental steamboot~~

forgotten d name..but it was nice!!~~

smilling!!!~~*winks*

d dishes we prepared~~

~d green tea cheese cake~

~a remarkable moment for us~

This entry is actually to blog about my bf's b'day..hehe..shouldn't be tat wordily to blog on this..but forgive me..i have a lot to tell on!!!*winks*..hahaha..d 1st celebration was held at our condo..as one of our house mate's birthday is so coincidentally exactly d same day v him..every dishes was prepared originally by our very-own-hands..yup..although the dishes may not be as authentic as usual restaurants served..but we did enjoy d progress of each dishes to be 'well-cooked'' by us..eventually..we had a simple yet warm dinner together..oh yea..i guess we were making such good decision to buy d 'green tea cheese cake'..we're loving it!!!we manage to finish all the food at d end of d day..yea..wasting is always an unwise practice though..so..everyone of us end up so full~~anyhow..it was memorable^^

For d 2nd celebration..we went for 'STEPHEN'S HAINANESE COFFEE SHOP'..i used to think that it would be such a 'formidable' budget if we were to spend our night over there..somehow..unexpectedly..d price charged for their special menu was affordable + there was no any other service charge nor tax！！！though d waitress were too busy to serve us but nowadays find it hard to enter a restaurant which exclude any service charge though..^^d conclusion was--->we were both satisfied!!!~~

~We are on the way~

Attended yest's FA lecture..truthfully..do not like tis subj well..but what i hav to say is..kinda contradict..d lecturer for tis course is nice enough..since d 1st time he commenced d lecture..al of us were assumed to know his teaching style well..not to say strict..but dedicated..we were surprised by him in yest's lecture..d story went tis way..several students were late for d class..yup..supposedly we should be punctual to attend but how many students actually care about this so called 'minor rule' in d college?sad to say..i'm also one of the 'people' who use to commit such mistake too..we were al carried away by our own attitude..despite of what is the things that we have to follow..i guess he was getting fed up..he asked al those who were late to sit at the very front role..with a very stern look and serious voice..

He is totally upset with our attitude..like what he had said..''what kind of attitude you youngster used to have today?''..''why youngster today never responsible for their action and words?''..''why youngster today never realized on the seriousness of the matter?They just take it granted..''a lot of ''WHY'' weighing my mind..what he said was right..although it sounded bad..

He is on his way to make us learn and go through this tough subj..yet we disappoint him..guess he lose hope on us..anyhow..i do believe we will make the situation better..what we need are just a little bit more strength,courage and knowledge..we are on the way towards it~~

My recent hair-cut~~

Since my last time rebounding..ridiculously i found that there was around one year which i never do/cut my hair..even i myself hardly believe on that..according to my previous hair stylist..i was advised not to cut/do my hair within one year so to maintain d straightness and good condition of my hair..i did practice her advice..and yea..i managed to keep my hair straight and smooth for such a period..Until yesterday..i decided to go for a haircut since i've been quite tired v my 'scattered' hairstyle..first of all..i made myself quite clear that i wish to maintain d length of my hair..what i wanted was just to change my hairstyle to a more 'fluffy' one..so that it wont look so sticky n so few..hopefully it will become neat and nice..anyhow..d hairstylist recommended me to cut a little bit of my hair so to make it neater..well..what he meant on 'a little bit' was such a big different with mine..oh gosh!!!I was totally regret on everything at that point of time..i guess he noticed bout d change of my face expression..keep telling me that how he is going to make my hair look more nice and neat..u noe wat..he was quite irritated when i was a little bit showing refuse to give reaction towards his ques..okay..i noe this isn't good for me to do so..but he neither..finally all was over..luckily it did not cost me a lot..but i was reluctant whether to visit again to collect all six 'stickers'to redeem one time free treatment..was getting more acceptable over my hair dy..since i stand in front of d mirror for so many times..sigh''..yea..it does become neat compare to last time..not too bad i guess..should not be that stingy..haha~~

~a meet up v Shuang~

Eventually we had a chance to meet up..we did plan and think of the meet up..but we juz fail to make it for sometimes as we fail to match our schedule..but..finally..we went dinner juz nw at my favorite 'Steven Corner'..hehe~~

And yea..do u noe tat..it was such a big challege for me to reach for our 'sudden-decided' destination..can't figure out why the weather recently may be that unexpected!!!omg!!!half way walking along the college roadside..all was coming in the sudden..strong wind continued by heavy rain..i realize there was no time for me to react..bf 'grabbed' me from behind..we ran towards d bus..guess it would end..but d non-stop heavy rain proved us wrong when we found tat we had to walk for a distance some more to reach..my shoes even get spoilt by that..*speechless*

But still very happy to meet up Shuang..all those misfortune did nt spoilt my mood on meeting up old friend..we keep chatting until i felt so outdated with all those news which Shuang actually tried to update with me..guess i have to always keep an eye on the latest news of u guys le..*blink*Oh yea..thanks a lot for treating me such a nice dinner..don grab my chance to pay next time k..hehe..do take care on everything ya..

Looking forward for every of my tomorrow..guess it will be always beautiful if i were to appreciate on eveything of it...nitez~~

I do treasure you~~

Just got to know that one of my former schoolmate had broken up v her bf recently..feel quite miserable towards it..since when a question keep weighing my mind-what's love?..a simple yet troblesome word i would say..look how this 'four-alphabeth-simple' word keep torturing people..ppl use to appreciate so much when their love story stil sweet..hopefully it would be long lasting..having lot of confusion..thinking of the reason why d party decided to leave could be that 'resolute'..d relationship which both parties had brought up for such a period..they did work hard towards it..how come end up with heart broken scene..if they were given a choice to foresee such ending..would they stil chose to start and work on that..i am wondering..

I use to mumble at him about this kind of stuff..seems like i am juz keep him update..but who knows..i am hoping for some kinda promise..confirmation on our relationship i guess..yea..he would always reply and react with the same 'sentence' and expression..''they have nothing to do with us,this will never happen on us,i'm going to promise u an eternity,all you have to do is to believe in me''..yea..i noe he get irritated when i use to be so doubth about future and fate..he get annoyed when i seems so uncertain and unsure..we should have 100% confident towards ourselves..i noe wat he meant on..so sry..i never mean to hurt..i get dazed whenever i heard about those misfortune from acquaintances..yea..i should stop all those stupid thoughts i guess..

Again..'L.O.V.E' may drive ppl crazy..but ridiculously..everyone of us pamper it so much and we find that it is always at our own will..when LOVE exist..they use to cherish every single moment v each other..somehow..when LOVE gone..they don even manage to be friends..but who care all these..'WE LOVED AT THIS MOMENT'..this is suffcient for us to treasure our love and this is probably the only thing we should care about..people who get lost in love never try to blame or regret to anything..should be irregular if i were to worry a lot..to stay together forever is our PROMISE..we shall work hard on it..cuz i noe..we do believe in each other..very very much~~

Everytime we touch...

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.

I still feel your touch in my dreams.

Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why

Without you it's hard to survive.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so...

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.

They wipe away tears that I cry.

The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.

You make me rise when I fall.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

'Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.

And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.

Can't you hear my heart beat so...

I can't let you go.

Want you in my life.

'Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.

And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.

Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.

Need you by my side.

fell in love hopelessly with this song..probably because of its miraculously touching lyrics and melody~~having lotz of feelings and thoughts listening to this song..this may be a reason i get addicted to it~~

yoga yoga!!!~~

huhuhu~~never believed tat i'm goin to persuade myself to practise yoga recently..influenced by my sweet roommate..hehe..yea..i had enrolled in yoga class 2 weeks ago..i'm goin to admit..we really having a lot of fun there..by pushing a lot of 'SWEAT' out fr our body..haha..tat's rite..tis help us relax a lot..by doin a lot of aerobic n streching..jumping non-stop..alot of tiring movement..up from d head to our legs..yoga do not miss out any part..end up having some of the critical parts of my body so painful..feel so envy towards those aunties..how can they do al those poses easily without feeling any pain..while me sitting right beside them..cant even stay each poses for more than few seconds..aiks..i should ashame of this..anyway..tis a nice experience of course..i manage to release a lot of stress and unneccessary worries through tis..tis is helpful..i guess~~

finally...~~

quite a few days i fail to update my blog..our internet service was out of order..don really understand d reason given by d TELEKOM guys towars tis problem..wat i noe is..'THIS IS GOANNA FREAK ME OUT!!!' i was so boring these few days..trying to get smth to do..at least i can use up some time..but finally..everything being settled nw..wow..wat a relief..

today end my last presentation on COM..tis was actually a 'representation'..done badly last time..we plea to present again..aiks..who wants tis to happen..no choice..trying my best to memorize everything..well prepared included our attire..we juz nt dare to skip anything anymore..finally..it was over..hopefully i can free myself to at least relax my mind and of course hv a good slp..hekhek..

suddenly realise i was upgraded fr 'shopping lover' to 'shopaholic'..especially when i see all those 'sui sui' dress hang over d shoplots v d extremely reasonable price..find no excuse to stop myself fr buying them..tat's how i dig a big hole over my pocket usually..omg~~

hopefully i'm goin to enjoy myself fully tis weekend..cant wait for tat^^tk care everbody^^

dinner at 'Feeling Cafe'~chesse+ham chicken chop

my favorite~cheese baked rice^^

ya,he won in d football match and we decided to have a 'better' dinner..haha...was so satisfying and of course~FULL~listening to d songs by d part time singer..we rest n talk..ya..we r tired of d life here..we hv to admit this..but at least sometimes we try to get ourselves relax..some kinda pamper ourselves..i thought..

especially love d song~最幸福的事 by d part time singer..yup..although there are lots to complain about eveything here..but tis moment..goin to blank out my mind..i just hv to tk a short break..and mayb to relax~~