~Life meant for...?~

hArlo..finally coming back for blogging again..hm..normally i don't really have mood or intention to blog when i am happy with everything around unless there is special moment which i really wish to share..however when things go another way round..i can't find a better place for me to tell everything except blogging..reason why..firstly..everyone whom you trusted a lot would not be always available to lend you their ears..secondly..would you actually trust someone so easily..?even for the case of close friends..you might not know how to speak out sometimes..especially when everything happened to you seemed so unfair that you couldn't find excuse to console yourself anymore..life turns to be so meaningless at that of time!!!have you guys actually experienced this b4??..and ya..i did..

when the moment you try to do ur best..try so hard to survive from the world of gossip and scandal..let's find urself one second and think..do all of these worth you to sacrifice??life should not be so tiring and miserable..rite??sometimes i was thinking..'what do i actually lived for?'..for myself?for my loved one?or for somebody who need me?..and most of d time..we don even get d chance to choose..is life meant to compromise?endure v every sorrow in life without having second word?is life meant to a lie?how frequently do we actually tell the truth from our heart??even to those who are so close to us..and we found out that..most of the truth sound bad..we prefer to lie because it looks good in some way??this could make sense i thought..

Life does not goes in such way you want it to be..we have no power to control but to live on..'Don't aim too much to design ur life with what you think of..but change the bad part of life to a better one'..is that so??..when everything went upside down in ur life..there's no other way out except for that..rite??i guess what we can do is always stay optimistic..never surrender to failure in life..but to be braver and braver each time you fail and stand up for second chance~~