anything wrong v stupid???

today i go interview 4 my society's committee...i never feel scare about it...never feel nervous or stress...juz no feeling...or i should say sum kinda blur blur...nt bcuz i m confident enough...nt bcuz i m so proud...nt bcuz i m brave enough...juz dono wat kinda feel i should hv...i dono wat i 'm doing...wat i 'm saying...where m i going...i...m...tired...really tired...too many things cums 2 me...too many things nit 2 handle...i noe i should b tough...i noe i should nt say i m nt alrite...i m mature enough 2 solve my problem...i m nt a child...i try remind myself...but y...i m juz a simple gal...never tin much...juz showing my real personality...y telling me smth cruel...y force me 2 accept smth tat i don wan 2 accept...or mayb...u al r rite...i m juz a child...a innocent gal...noe nth...but wat's wrong v tis...juz bcuz of innocent...i never noe wat u al noe...juz bcuz i m stil a child...i never tin wat is wrong or rite...mayb...i m too'ikut perasaan'...tat's y...there is no bad ppl or bad thing in my world...i trust al of u...lk i trust myself...i luv al of u...lk i luv myself...from my deep heart's core...i hear myself saying...i juz wan 2 b simple...even stupid...i juz wan 2 b lk a child...even it seems crazy...but i juz trying 2 tell u al...this is a way 2 get happiness...i din bluff...trust me...