~I m tryin~

I never noe i could be tat lonely...hopeless...apparently...to convert myself to be a more adaptive one...juz a slight change..i thought..but how could i noe.tis isn't easy...or mayb i shd say..tis is a process of transformation of myself...it was being forced rather than i did it voluntarily...wat a tragedy...can anyone tell me...where would it end?..if there is no end...can i go through it...?