想念~~

想念，在我的心里，逐渐强烈；想起好多事情，开心与不开心，人们渐渐淡忘一些我们曾经都很在乎的事；是事过境迁，还是人心难测？或许还很想追忆过去，但却有种心有余而力不足的感觉。。。有些事情，一旦你让它流失，或许就是永远失去；即使找回来，感觉也不再一样了。。。

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太多事情,我不想记得;太多心情,我很想抹灭,可以吗?

How can I know, if you don't say~

Ya! How can I know if you don't say?

We talk a lot each and everyday...

but most of us, sadly to say,

most likely to miss out the most important words to tell;

the words that can change you and your loved one's life;

the words that are meaningful enough to someone special;

the words that can change someone's perception;

the words that can change your life;

the words that can bring the beauty of relationship;

the words that can replace any romantic arrangement;

the words that can tell something from your heart;

the words that you hide from someone long time ago;

the words that you wish to tell but has failed to;

the words that you keep and keep and keep;

finally dies in your deep heart's core;

no one else would know; no one else would care;

Because~

If you don't say, how can I know?

My dear,

No matter what you want to tell,

Tell it before you regret.

Times lapsed and things changed,

We have no control on anything.

Treasure every moment we have with everyone,

Show how much you love and care them.

They would probably eager to hear it from you.

Love is all around;

and they remain only if you show it out:)

心...碎...

心渐渐劳累, 很明白, 再也回不了过去;

以往的回忆越来越清晰, 才知道, 其实更折磨.

很想说, 其实我在意, 其实我难过,

事过境迁, 还是人心改变?

很感动一直拥有这样要好的朋友, 我心存感激.

偏偏, 大家都身在困境, 实在不想有谁受伤.

误会可以杀人, 能剥夺一切.

心里对对方的关怀, 还有谁说得出口?

彼此建立的友谊, 是时间培养出来, 一点一滴, 都很珍贵;

可惜, 摧毁时, 却没有半点犹豫.

遗下的, 是心碎, 是遗憾.

很想问, 为什么事情就不能好好解决? 为什么非得弄僵局面?

是否双方都有一定的责任?

牵强, 是辛苦的.

回想当初是如何相识, 如何变得要好;

回想一起欢笑, 说自己尴尬的事;

回过头来, 才知道, 我再也改变不了什么.

后悔为何开始这场误会, 如果早知如此, 我们都不会做这样的决定.

如果从此形同陌路, 心有不舍, 但我又能做些什么?

学习到怎么不掉眼泪, 即使难过, 相信总会过去;

明白自己也会冲动, 但请谅解, 我也会心疼.

事情发生了, 就再也弥补不了什么,

只希望, 一切都会过去, 然后又回到原点.

而我, 仍然珍惜, 这个好朋友.

Life Keeps on Moving~

Sometimes I was doubted by myself, seriously. There's always a determinant inside my heart, my mind and even my soul that would every moment eagerly wanted me to perform well, in almost every part of my life. I hate to regret, if I supposed to get something in my hand, then I should have got it. I try to do my best in my studies, try to score in every test and exam, I know I don't deserve a chance to retry for failure. Time is always being limited, not left much for me if I wish to achieve all d dreams in my life. I almost cried when I found out that there's a big mistake in my answer sheet for my taxation test. I blamed myself, I should not do such a stupid mistake since I have gone through this again and again. And I finally realize ''is not a real good thing if you are so clear or expert about something'' you will get yourself wrong because you always perceive that you will always get it right! and the cruel truth is that ''you have to accept and admit that you have done some mistake which you yourself think that it will never happen on u''..overvalue myself?yup!perhaps...

There's always kind-hearted ppl around , telling me that failure is never a big deal, we can fight towards it!yup~i used to be so positive-thinking a while ago, but finally come out v my own conclusion which is ''we do not have so much time to fail and to wake up and to retry'' Life is just like a war, try hard you will survive. I have always remind myself, ''ppl are evaluating me, all d time'' to spot my mistake and to replace me v someone else. I learned this from job. We have to be alert all d time when those spy are actually around to bring you into d troubles. And finally I make myself think this way ''All is on our own''.

To make myself a better person, failure may help a lot. I have to learn from it, and I have to be always quick to recover..There's too much challenges awaiting right in front of me~And I know I have to be always Be Ready!