~aDD oIL~~

The life is always too difficult when u try to hate n dislike someone..isn't it?do not really used to dislike ppl..but as a normal human being..i tin everyone of us should hv experienced such contradictory situation..i try to forgive when people did smth which is nt in my favour,and i tin so..not even in others' favours too..i noe..someday somehow..i mayb one of d character who being disliked by someone too..nobody is goin to promise tis..and we wont even aware of it..the answer for y is tis happening is always bacause no one is perfect..yea..no!..of course we r trying the best to b d best for others too..but who can give a perfect definition of tis simple word-'BEST'?i may become frustrated when i hv given my best..at least i tried to..somehow ppl may disappoint me..let's tin another way round,can i make sure myself not to disappoint ppl ever?ya..mayb i should ashame of tis too..when d moment i keep saying 'i've tried my best'..suddenly..i juz bacome not too sure about it..everyone's expectation is different..even towards d exactly same tin..and who is goin to promise all of these wouldn't change someday in the future?..mayb one day..one day..we will juz not going to care about all these..jia u jia u for myself n of course al of u too..life may b always beautiful..=)

my 1st time 'ordinary-meke-up'~~

not used to make up actually..but it is so happen tat elianto set up a make up session which alls customers who bought up to some amount to hv tis benefit..feel so weired and abnormal..i guess..haha..is a nice experience..i thought..but it was tiring..:P

i do MISS penang~d sweetest city ever~~

leaving pg for 3mths++ dy i thought..miss it badly..for everything..d food(getting excited talking bout food but at the same time feel so bad tat i have to leave it behind now onwards)..d beach..d sch..my hostel n lotz of my frenz..we had our enjoyable life over there..most of d time we were relaxing..goin shopping..movie..singing k...everything seems so wonderful for me..yea..lotz of assignment and test oso...but we juz manage to settle everything...end up goin for our happy hour...never gonna forget each single moment i had there..it was memorable..and meaningful..thx god i've been given a precious chance to expereince penang's life in my page of life..n thx u so much for my 'ji mui' in pg..it was so sweet being together v al of u..recall bc my time..i used to go for dinner in a quite nice restaurant named 'sri annanda'..it serves indian cuisine and yea...i like there very much..like d night view over there..d lights being on..some kinda of unique and romantic...i guess?haha...after dinner...we r goin for a walk at d beach..juz right opposite d restaurant..now i realise i had been living a super confortable life these 2 years at pg..still rmb i used to go for d night market every tues..goin to batu feringgi whenever we r free..having a midnight supper v a 'bundle' of friend..sit around a big table for teh tarik n start chatting until al of us forget bout time..where should i goin to find all of these back?our life was simple..yet enjoyable~~i will always miss pg...as i will always miz al of u..my dearest friends~~

I am so ADDICTED to BEAR!!!~~

so so in love v BEAR...even seeing them put to sold in the shop...they wil drive me crazy..haha..i'm goin to tk them home...of course..it is when i m so affordable...haiz''...thx so much to HUA for the lovely 'chip n dale' n oso...thx so much to my dear~~for d 'shuai ge' n doggie...hehe~~

disappointed...

having tis so called 'japan ice-cream' at midvalley..hm..a bit like waffle..but a cold waffle rather.haha..although special..but it cost us quite expensive..sigh''..actually plan for movie-ice age3 but den it really disappointed me when d receiption announced to us there was no more seats for us even we have actually made some reservation..feel so sad..actually hetting fed up..taking lrt n bus..came fr such far away...n u said:'sry,there's no more place'...omg!!!

not a good day for me instead..since we try hard to make some time for tis mv...disappointed''

miss al of u much~sweetie-ss~~

travelling bc to d time..thx u so much much for bringing a lot of joice to me..as well as precious friendship~~really miss al of u..never gonna forget everything we had together...do tk care my 'ji mui'..T_T''

~pReCiOuS LoVe from my family~~

mom calling today..telling me they are going to visit me on tis sun..getting excited..it seems i started become homesick..miss my family badly..is nt d first time for me leaving home for study..but tis time...it's a longer distance..it's a new challege..since leaving home..quite often i find myself a reason to call bc home..do nt really noe on wat to 'report' to them..but i was juz so used to them..until..i feel so abnormal without their existence..my bro was asking me when shall i go bc again..feel touched since he always act like a big boy tat do nt really care bout anything..but stil..he is aware and care bout his sis..ahah..mom and dad..do tk care always..don get hyper-stress especially..n for my 3 little bro..be good and tk care..i love u al...miz....~~

~I m tryin~

I never noe i could be tat lonely...hopeless...apparently...to convert myself to be a more adaptive one...juz a slight change..i thought..but how could i noe.tis isn't easy...or mayb i shd say..tis is a process of transformation of myself...it was being forced rather than i did it voluntarily...wat a tragedy...can anyone tell me...where would it end?..if there is no end...can i go through it...?